It was brought to my attention how often I worship the gifts given, rather than of The Giver of the gifts. It’s idolatry. It’s sin. But how prone I am to thinking in this manner. Concerning marriage, I realize that one reason why I am looking forward to meeting the one and being married is because I expect some sort of satisfaction or fulfillment from him. I expect that when I get married that little spot inside of me that feels empty will finally be filled. But how wrong was my thinking…
No man, no woman, no person will ever fill that emptiness. Only Christ will fully fill it and completely satisfy. Marriage is a gift and so is singleness, but I rarely see it as so. Oh how I pray that God will change my thoughts and view of himself and the gospel. If I continue to ever so anxiously wait for a spouse that God will give me rather than anxiously wait for the Savior who gives all the gifts, I will be continually disappointed. Jesus is everything, nothing needs to be added or taken away from him, he is complete and perfect. My future spouse is not everything, will never be everything and is not perfect. Why am I looking for comfort and fulfillment in a imperfect gift, instead of seeking and pursuing the Giver of every good gift. It’s obvious that my view of Jesus needs to be changed.
So as I continually learn and grow in Christ, I will not seek happiness in worldly things. I’m praying that my heart, my mind and my focus will be inclined to Christ as he changes me for His glory. I pray that He will continually fulfill any emptiness I may feel and if he does bless me with the gift of marriage, my hope is that my marriage will display the gospel. How excited I am to be thinking in a different manner, a way of thinking I should of had all along. It has changed my whole day and I am excited to get a better glimpse of who Jesus really is.
If anyone is interested in hearing today's sermon or any other Cornerstone sermons, you can get them on Itunes. Just search Cornerstone Ohio podcast, the sermons usually take a couple of days to get put on.